Wow most people are leaving blogger because it's a new year and a new start. I must at least contemplate on doing the same..........it's good to leave your past in the past right? The only reason I wanted one was to keep in contact with my friends. But who am I kidding? Nobody reads this anyway. Hmmmmm I'll get back to you on my decision.

Here are some songs for your enjoyment that you should check out and think about:

Lonestar
Norah Jones

Lonestar where are you out tonight?
This feeling I'm trying to fight
It's dark and I think that I would
give anything
For you to shine down on me

How far you are I just don't know
The distance I'm willing to go
I pick up a stone that I cast to the sky
Hoping some kind of sign

Never Let Go
Josh Groban

I can't understand it
The search for an answer is met with a darker day
And we've been handed these moments forever
But I'm reassured there's another way

You don't have to close your eyes
There is room for love again
Ease the pain to realize all that love can be
Forced apart by time and sand
Take a step and take my hand
And don't let it go
Never let go

Broken, once connected
We were so strong and so blessed in a simple way
So don't let me go it alone

Turn your head up to the sky
Nothing down below but me
Face the truth to realize all that we could be
Torn apart by rage and fear
Hold on to what brought you here
Don't let it go
Never let go

First off I have to say Happy New Year to everyone near and dear to my heart!!!!! I wish you all the best and love you all!!!! Next I have to say wow....... I was doing my usual run through of blogs and found one that made me cry. I think that this person will know who they are and knows that I am always here for them, because I know what it's like. But I doubt that anybody, even this certain person, reads my blog so I don't know if that even matters. My life is pretty uneventful and uninteresting anyways. Just another small stitch in the quilt that is the universe. So here is what has happened to me so far if anyone wants to know or cares: I got my hair cut pretty short just before Christmas, went shopping and both bought and received a lot of great stuff around Christmas, I have been back to IMAC twice, and my Christmas and New Years Day were pretty much the same. And as I am quite the avid movie watcher now adays, I must also say that everyone should see LOTR: Return of the King,Cold Mountain, and Cheaper by the Dozen in theaters now, and Nicholas Nickleby and Down With Love on video. Now, as I look back on the year past, I can only come to one conclusion: The past year was awful and I only look forward now to bigger and better things for myself in the new year, and am very determined that this will be so. All that is left to say is cheers, and God bless everyone.

Man, I have been trying to blog for like the longest time! MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!! and thanks!!!!!! =OP.........more later tonight!

I have to give it up to the movies How to Deal,Freaky Friday, and The Italian Job, all movies I've watched since I've been home. Yes, that's right folks I've been home since Friday!!!!!!!!!!! My mom and I went shopping this weekend and watch movies. We went to see the Disney movie The Haunted Mansion, but,unfortunately, that wasn't that great. Lets see, my plans for this break so far are: going to my old high school for the Christmas program and a whole lot of nothing other than that...... I just hope that more things pop up. Otherwise, I'm going to have to turn to the best friends I had this past summer: the t.v. and stereo. lol But it's not that bad. Holidays are always fun with my family. Lots of food, my mom and step dad unintentionally falling asleep before the ball even drops at new years. lol It's great fun. More tomorrow in between shows and songs. =OP

Blast From the Past is another great movie. I could watch any sappy romance or action adventure movie over and over again. Man, I have never watched so many movies until I came to college. Ugggg well I must get back to studying for finals. The nex time I blog will be from home!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!! =OP

Sleepless In Seatle is a great movie with great acting on the part of Meg Ryan, Tom Hanks, and the cute kid in the movie. Yes I know that it seems impossible to believe that you could just look at someone or hear their voice and know that they are the "one." But I don't know, I kind of think that it is possibe. Or maybe I just wish it were. I guess I should just diagnose myself as a "hopeless romantic." "And there eyes met from across the road and they said...hello," man if it could only be that easy! lol =OP Anyways, I think that I am now addicted to movies. Oh, and I also put up a whole bunch of new pictures of hot guys around my bed so that i can stare at them as I go to sleep and when I wake up. *sigh* Hot guys are such great eye candy. There is also a bball game tonight so I am excited. I now love bball! The girls were drunk again last night.....so I am really tired. I think I am going to go take a nap. Laterz! =OP